Lyrics

Lyrics by ASATRON

Don’t want to know

I wake up
I don’t recognise the room
The sun is filtered by the blinds
My clothes, perfectly folded
on the chair beside the bed
My guitar case in the corner by the door  
A glimpse of myself
in the mirror framed in gold
My head hurts
my hair’s a total mess
The carpet looks expensive
there are roses in a vase
Who lives here
who owns this perfect place?

Glad I don’t remember
`cause I don’t want to know
Who kissed me goodnight
Glad I don’t remember
`cause I don’t want to know
To many drinks last night

Fragments of yesterday
dizzy in my head
The other side of the bed
looks unused
Sounds from the kitchen
who is there
I better get out of here

Glad I don’t remember
cause I don’t want to know
Who kissed me goodnight
Glad I don’t remember
`cause I don’t want to know
To many drinks last night

Someone’s making coffee
a radio is on
Better take the chance
Put on my clothes
I grab the guitar
Quietly escape
Sneak out through the door

Glad I don’t remember
cause I don’t want to know
Who kissed me goodnight
Glad I don’t remember
cause I don’t want to know
To many drinks last night

 

11/12/ 2017

Memories of that day

I should have told you
when there was still a chance
I should have explained
When I had the chance

I should have kissed you
When it still was time
or at least
given you a clue or a sign

Now it’s to late
Suddenly so far away
The moment’s gone
nothing more to say stay…
Now it’s to late
suddenly I see
all that remains
are just memories
memories of that day

I should have held you
and never let you go
I should have opened my heart
to let you know

I should have kept you
in my trembling hands
I should have shown you
my secret lands

Now it’s to late
Suddenly so far away
The moment’s gone
nothing more to say
Now it’s to late
suddenly I see
In the fading light
memories
memories of that night

that night…

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Tomorrow

Longing for someone to dry my tears when I’m sad
Looking for some place to hide when I feel bad
When I doubt I see a painted phrase on the wall
If I’m quiet, I can almost hear your call

Tomorrow
Maybe today
Tomorrow
Maybe you’ll stay

Looking for a special moment to share my wine
Longing for someone whose dreams are the same as mine
When I look up from the grave I see the light
From the east a tiny shimmer that kills the night

Tomorrow
Maybe today
Tomorrow
Maybe you’ll stay

released July 28, 2017

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Together

You tried to scare us
you tried to spread the hate
but we will never loose our faith
you tried to make us cold
we walked the other way
we opened up our hearts that day

The only one we hate is you
because of what you’ve done
We’re standing here united
But you are all alone

We’re moving on Together
We’re standing strong Together

You tried to make us victims
But you will never win
we’ll never join you in sin
We will defeat you
no violance but with love
Future is ours starting now!

The only one we hate is you
because of what you’ve done
We’re standing here united
But you are all alone

We’re moving on Together
We’re standing strong Together

we are crying
We feel the pain
People are dying
in vain, in vain

But we’re moving on Together
We’re standing strong Together

released April 17, 2017

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Shiver

Feeling dizzy feel so small
Afraid to rise afraid to fall
avoid to look you in the eyesshi
Afraid to face the truth
Afraid of lies
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The way you look at me
The way you touch
The way you talk to me
Makes me shiver shiver
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Can I believe the things you say
My body screams Just run away
You’re coming close I look away
Afraid to fall in love
Afraid to stay
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The way you look at me
The way you touch
The way you talk to me
Makes me shiver shiver
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Look at me
Make me smile
Touch me
Make me shiver, shiver
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Talking to strangers

Nice
I used to be nice
but the lies
turned me to ice
Sad
I used to be sadtalking-to-strangers
is it good
is it badAll those years
Changes going to changes going toKind
I used to be kind
but pain
made me change my mindChanges
going thorough changes
going through
Strangers
Talking to strangersTrue
I used to be true
It is all
because of you
Clean
My conscience was clean
I don’t care
enjoy being meanAll those years
Changes going through changes going throughChanges
going through changes
going through
Strangers
Talking to strange

released December 27, 2016
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Cold

The words of love
I can hear
Just an icy breath in my ear
A humble touch
Like a sin
Feels like razorblades to my skin cold-so-coldI’m freezing
When you try to heat me upI’m so cold
So coldWhen you touch
When we kiss
Your eyes are
so cold
When we dance
When we love
Your eyes are so ColdThere were flames
There was light
There was passion in the night
Burning love
Turned to ice
Like an actor, telling liesI’m freezing
When you try to heat me upI’m so cold
So ColdWhen you touch
When we kiss
Your eyes are
so cold
When we dance
When we love
Your eyes are so cold

When my tears
turn to ice
When You don’t longer react to my cries
When your smile
is a fake
It’s time to brake

I’m freezing
When you try to heat me up

When you touch
When we kiss
Your eyes are
so cold
When we dance
When we love
Your eyes are so cold

released December 3, 2016
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Hurricane

Another year passes by
Another love another goodbye
Another morning another night
Another kiss another fight
Another tear stil wet on my face
Another year another place huurAnother hurricane
Another stormAnother touch of your fingertips
Another kiss still tastes on my lips
Another yes another no
Another stay another go
Another secret another lie
Another mistake another cryAnother hurricane
another stormLife goes on day by day
Still walking separate waysAnother hurricane
Another storm
released September 22, 2016
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Dance alone

The flashing lights Dance alone 1
just silhouettes
the endless nights
No more regretsI dance aloneThe smoky air
can hardly breathe
Your moving lips
I try to readI dance aloneYou body moves
so close to mine
Follow the groves
Don’t cross the lineI dance aloneI feel the heat
The world’s on fire
Trick or treat
How I desireBut I dance aloneFire, Fire walk with meA spinning scene
It’s upside down
I am the queen
who lost her crownI dance alone

The iron’s cold
against my skin
I have been told
it is a sin

I dance alone

released June 17, 2016
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Lyrics by Mike Lyzenga

I pulled out of Memphis on a cold and rainy night

Two dollars in my pocket and a bottle of red wine

I never thought I’d leave you but now the time is right

I need a change of scenery before I lose my mind Bild2

All my days and nights were filled with pain and misery

I’ve tried holding back the tears so you would never see

I can’t let you watch my poor heart bleed and bleed and bleed

While you take more than you will ever need

I spent a lifetime with you wandering in the dark

You tried to close the door on my broken heart

I could walk away without tearing us apart

Because I see you for who you really are

The minutes turned to hours and then into endless days

How the hell could we let all those year’s just fade away

I told myself I’ve had all that I can take

So I’ll bury all those memories in a shallow grave

I spent a lifetime with you wandering in the dark

You tried to close the door on my broken heart

I could walk away without tearing us apart

Because I see you for who you really are

I could walk away without tearing us apart

Because I see you for who you really are

released May 1, 2016
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Why not

You like the shadow I like the sun
I like to swim you like to runYou like it cold I like the heat
You’re order fish when I have meatThey say the the opposites attract a2168438695_16
Let’s face the fact
We’re the perfect match
Wanna try – Why notYou like the white I like the red
You’re staying up I go to bedyou like the mornings I like the night
I’m going left when you turn rightThey say the the opposites attract
Let’s face the fact
We’re the perfect match
Wanna try – Why notI wanna try
Wanna tryYou’ve got it clear I wonder why
You are brave and I am shyYou make me laugh I make you cry
Wanna try? Why not
released April 1, 2016

 

Friday

It’s crowded in the kitchen
It’s crowded everywhere
It’s party at my place again
and everyone is hereThe widows are wide open
It’s hot we need some air
There’s music from the speakers
It’s too loud but we don’t careThe neighbours are shouting FF
Be quiet in there
We answer with a laughter
and invites them for a bearSteve is looking happy
showing pictures of his car
And John looks like a rock star
when he picks up the guitarSomeone’s singing loudly
Someone breaks a glass
And Sarah’s drinking whiskey
out of grandmas’ vaseThe noise is getting louder
There’s more people at the door
And Jimmy with the backpack
Just passed out on the floorLisa is pretending
she is the queen of space
And Mike and Sam are arguing
’bout betting on a raceAnd from the master bedroom
the tequila song is heard
and Luke pretends he’s Bond
Screaming Shaken but not stirredFriday. It’s Friday
at my placeLinn is doing magic
I try to find the cat
Anna by the mirror
crying out that she is fatPeter starts to dance
and more are joining in
And there’s a competition
To make the dumbest grinSue is taking selfies
Anita starts to cry
Alan waves his arms
and thinks that he can flyThe neighbours are shouting
we’re calling the police
And someone suggests
Maybe it is time to leaveIt’s Friday, It’s Friday
at my place

The pub’s still open
And suddenly there’s stress
the guests are quickly leaving
and I’m left here with the mess

I’m drunk and I am tired
and my head is in pain
But who cares tomorrow
we are doing it again

Saturday, Saturday…

released January 3, 2016
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The night

It’s dark
It’s cold
it empty
so stillI can be the torch night
that shows you the way
I can be the fire
That keeps the clods away
I can be the whisper
I can be the knight
The storm in your heart
The moonshine
in the nightIt’s sad
it’s lonely
It’s hunger
and thirstI can be the breath
That dries your tears
I can be the fairy
That takes away your fears
I can be the whisper
I can be the knight
The storm in your heart
The moonshine
in the nightI can be the poison
that runs through your veins
I can be the prison
I can be the chains
I can be the daemon
that turns out the light
The pain in your heart
The fear
of the night
released December 31, 2015
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Angels sigh / Mike Lyzenga

You said you would love me forever
You said you would always be true
This is how you show me that you care
This is where the devil get’s his due

The heavy hand of love is all you gave me angels sigh
The darkness in your touch is all I feel
I know you have hidden it deep within your heart
Your blood is flowing hot as molten steel

You have taken me for granted
You have left me here alone to die
Now my soul is firmly planted
Deep within an angel’s sigh

You have found a new way to hurt me
So unlike the way you did before
The truth was never far from your eyes
The way they looked at me hurt to the core

Like the pierce of an arrow
Like the fire of a gun
Like the slash of a knife
Like the burning of the sun

You have taken me for granted
You have left me here alone to die
Now my soul is firmly planted
Deep within an angel’s sigh
Now my soul is firmly planted
Deep within an angel’s sigh

released November 22, 2015

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Run
Hiding in the dark
the beasts are growling and they bark
protecting my baby from the sound
Watching all the violence
trying hard to stay in silence
I’m terrified and naked to the ground
Trying not to cry run
and I wonder why
all alone
Hold on to my child
turn my face towards the wild
Is there any chance for me to stay alive
The heat from the fire
makes me hope makes me desire
Turn up the hope for us to surviveOn the run
I am on the run
On the run
I am on the run
Trying to keep my baby from cryingMust have been a sound
or something moving on the ground
cause suddenly attention was on me
Evil hungry eyes
hunting blood they’re hunting lives
they will rape and kill anything they seeDon’t wake up the child
run into the wild
Bless the darkOn the run
I am on the run
On the run
I am on the run
Trying to keep my baby from cryingcrying…..On the run
I am on the run
On the run
I am on the run
Trying to keep my baby from crying
On the run
I am on the run
On the run
I am on the run
released October 25, 2015
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The Angels don’t know

Not always proud of my choises

I’ve been told so many times

I’ve been warned by a million voices The angels

I don’t read between the lines

The devil on my shoulder

Tells me what to do

I am floating in the river of sin no other place to go

I’m glad the Angels don’t know

Cause that would make them cry

That would make them cry

I’m glad the Angels don’t know

About us, about us

Lying by the gates of heaven

I’m under your spell

The reward for the truth

A ticket straight to hell

Another deadly sin

Another painful lie

Another poor victim of lies that we left out there to die

I’m glad the Angels don’t know

Cause that would make them cry

That would make them cry

I’m glad the Angels don’t know

Anout us, about us…

released 02 August 2015
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No More

Lyrics by Mike Lyzenga

She bleeds from her heart, she bleeds from her soul,
She told the man she loved, she couldn’t take anymore,
The truth was becoming, a twisted lie,
She woke up one morning, wanting to die,
The love they once shared, had turned to hate, No more
The reason was seen by the scars on her facechorus:
No more, no more, no more
Will she take the abuse
No more, no more, no more
Will she hear his excuse
She made the decision to find a better day
Now the time has come to just walk awayShe hid from the truth, for years she just smiled,
She told all her friends that her man was just wild,
She prayed that someday, everything would change,
But time just moved on and that day never came,
Until finally she, got the courage to fight,
So she walked out the door in the middle of the night,No more, no more, no more
Will she take the abuse
No more, no more, no more
Will she hear his excuse
She made the decision to find a better day
Now the time has come to just walk away
released 02 May 2015
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West Virginia

I was born to feel the music
I was born to feel the blues
I had dreams to be a singer
long before I tied my shoes
I created my first song wv3
At the age of five
And since then I tried my best
to keep my dream alive

I want to go to West Virginia
I want to go where I can play my blues
So I’m saving all my money
and I’ve got a new guitar
And I hope I’ve got the courage
cause I’ve never been that far

I refused to pose half naked
Sexy pics are not for me
I reused to fuck the owner
of the record company
I said no to the producer
-Come to LA be a star!
I prefer to spend my life
at home with my guitar

I want to go to West Virginia
I want to go where I can play my blues
So I’m saving all my money
and I’ve got a new guitar
And I hope I’ve got the courage
cause I’ve never been that far

I’m lonely and I’m proud
I am where I belong
Playing low or loud
Don’t worry if I’m wrong
Reaching for the stars
That’s nothing I would do
But still there is a place
I want to go..

I want to go to West Virginia
I want to go where I can play my blues
So I’m saving all my money
and I’ve got a new guitar
And I hope I’ve got the courage
cause I’ve never been that far

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I can fly

She was climbing
The mountain as high
She was struggling
A heavy burden on her back icanfly
She was fighting
Against the icy wind
She was crying
But she would never give up

With the wings
She made by herself
Search for courage
Today she would try

Fly
Her dream was to fly
Fly
Her dream as to fly

She took off her coat
And put on the wings
Closer to the edge
She looked down
She got dizzy
And hesitated for a moment
Took a deep breath
And focused on the horizon

With the wings
She made by herself
Search for courage
And threw herself out

Fly
Look at me I can fly
I can fly
Look at me I can fly

She saw the river
She saw the clouds
She saw the mountains
She was the sky

There was something
Something she forgot
She never thought of
Thought of how to land

Fly
Look at me I can fly
I can fly
Look at me I can fly
I’m high
Look at me I can fly
Fly
Look at me I can fly
Fly

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Playing my blues

Lyrics by Michael Lyzenga.
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I’ve been on a mission since the day I was born
My momma didn’t know what to do
She said go to school and find a good job
But I just wanted to play the blues
I got my first guitar the day I turned ten a1480260310_2
That’s when I heard Muddy Waters sing
Ever since then I’ve been playin’ the blues
Tryin’ to sound just like B.B. KingYeah
I plug in my guitar and turn up the amp
Close my eyes and I pay my dues
There’s nowhere else that I’d rather be
Then right here playin’ my blues
Well me and some friends we started a band
And we toured all over the world
Momma said I should have just settled down
But I never was that kind of girl
I play the blues in the bars late at night
Smoke filled rooms full of people and noise
Two in the morning is when I come alive
For me there was no other choice
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Yeah I plug in this guitar and turn up the amp
And close my eyes while I pay my dues
There ain’t nowhere else in this world I’d rather be
Then right here playin’ my blues
Then right here playin’ my blues

released 06 January 2015

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Open your eyes

I’m lonely
and restless like a child
So lonely
This emptiness drives me wild

It was some kind of magic
I felt in the air
I reach out to find it
It’s gotta be somewhere open

Open your eyes
open your eyes
Realize
Open your eyes

I’m sorry
For leaving it all behind
So sorry
But I’m not one of your kind

I’m searching for the secrets
That’ll never be found
I reach out to find them
They’re gotta be somewhere

Open your eyes
open your eyes
Realize
Open your eyes

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Running out of time

I can hear the sirens
They’re closer now
I’m out of time
Running out of time running out of time3
Blue lights flashing
Just a block away
I’m out of time
Running out of time
Looking at the smoke from the gun
Still in my hand
Looking at the sidewalk
I’d better wake up
There’s a bleeding man
Running out of time

It was my own decision
The choice was mine
I’m out of time
Running out of time
a lifetime in prison
is It worth the price
I’m out of time
Running out of time
I’m not proud but Think it was right
But law is not on my side
I’d better run away now
before I get caught
I’m out of time
Running out of time

I did it for the victims
I know that it’s a crime
I chose to pull the trigger
It all was planned
this was my revenge
He got what he deserved
It’s time to run away now
I’m running out of time

They’re coming to arrest me
I broke the law
I’d better run
Running out of time
I stopped his awful actions
I did a good deed
I’m out of time
Running out of time
Looking at the gun
I’d better wake up
I’m out of time
running out of time

I should run down the alley
throw the gun away
I’m out of time
Look for a shelter
I’d better hide
I’m out of time
Running out of time…..

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Go on

Evil eyes
Watching me from behind
secret lies
No one ever will find
Faked smiles
unfriendly face with a grin Go on
jealous cries
A deadly sin

Whispers behind my back
rumors on enemies lips
behind my back

I can forgive
but not forget
I go on

like a stab in the dark
glimmering knife
leaves no mark
Satan’s wife
let the mad dogs bark
endless strife
don’t feed the shark

Laughters
But I don’t care I don’t care
glances
I don’t car I don’t care

I can forgive
but not forget
I go on

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Suddenly

I don’t know
What the future will bring
It doesn’t matter
if its summer fall or spring
But I know
Nothing will get better if I worry

So I try
I try to rest here for a while
Try not to hurry
And just live here for a while

Suddenly things can happen that can make you happy
Suddenly things can happen that can make you sad
That can make you cry

I’m not sure
If I’m clever or naive Suddenly
I don’t wonder
If I’d better stay or leave
But I know
Nothing will get better if I worry

So I try
I try to rest here for a while
Try not to hurry
And just live here for a while

Suddenly things can happen that can make you happy
Suddenly things can happen that can make you sad
That can make you cry

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The Weavers

wherever you decide to go
whatever you decide to do
whoever you decide to trust
It all depends on usIt doesn’t matter what you choose
you can’t decide to win or lose
we are creators of your fate and fortuneWe bring the shadows
we bring the whispers ww
we bring the fortune
we bring the endwe are the weavers of the net
we make the life you can’t regret
we are collectors of the
strings of lifeWe choose the ones for you to hate
decides to hurry or to wait
we choose the glory if we think you deserve itWe bring the shadows
we bring the whispers
we bring the fortune
we bring the end
released 08 September 2014

House of cards

Like a house of cards in storm
Like fading stars i crack of dawn
Like naked knights without swardsHouse of cards
like the music
a thousand chords
Like butteflies in tyhe net
Like mist in the burning sunset
Like the fire in the dark
like rainbows colors bright and sharp
Impossible to reach
Painful as the dying day
Fragile as a crystal leaf
wonderful in every way is our loveBlooming in Gods garden
shivering in every breeze
secret as a magic trick
makes me hot makes me freeze
happy as a singing bird
a glimpse of paradises
crying like a wounded child
restless in the time of crises
playful as a dancing snowflake
cold as ice and hot as sun
desperate and breathless
makes me stay when I should run from our loveI’ll come to you under cover of darkness
if you want me every night
I’ll be with you if you’ll share my madness
dreams come true if that’s allrightJust hold me for a while
collect the pieces of my soul
let’s walk another mile
make the puzzle make it whole
just a little more
I see you in my dreams
open up your door
Like the fire in the dark
like rainbows colors bright and sharp
desperate and breathless
makes me stay when I should run from our love
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Hide in the dark
I hear voices in my head 
From a distance 
From the dead 
I feel daemons coming closer Hide114 (kopia)
Sneaking up 
from behind 

I see spirits laughing mad 
through the mirror 
singing bad 
Dancing souls behind my back 
only visible 
for the blind 

Aaaahh 
Oooohh 
They’re coming back 

Eyes are glowing in the dark 
Wolves are crying 
and they bark 
Evil thoughts eating my mind 
smelling blood 
easy to find 

Hide in the dark 
Afraid of light 
Hide in the dark 
ready to fight 
Hide in the dark 
In the dark…. 

Moon is shinning through the skies 
Leaving shadows 
Showing lies 
madness lurks behind the corner 
hungry hunter 
ready to strike 

Hide in the dark 
Afraid of light 
Hide in the dark 
ready to fight 
Hide in the dark 
In the dark….
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When the river’s gone
Lyrics by Mike Lyzenga

There’s a river
that runs through life,
It’s a current that flows
through me and you,It gets carried along with the warm trade wind,
To hate it speaks the truth, when the river
It is a space inside our time,
And it will always be,But I don’t want to be there… when the river’s gone,
No I don’t want to be there… when the river’s gone,Like the places you have never been,
And the ones you’ll never see,
The water and the wind, The never ending tide,
A whisper in the air, Can open your heart wide,Memories only linger, The future is unknown,
Like the winds that disappear, Today is all you own,
The river is a passage, the hope of better years,
It carries with it lonely days and many bitter tearsBut I don’t want to be there… when the river’s gone,
No I don’t want to be there… when the river’s gone,
When the river’s gone
Amnesia 
I don’t remember why you called my name
I don’t remember where, I don’t remember when

I can’t recall why I should feel ashamedI can’t recall the time, I can’t recall the placeamnI don’t know what I am fighting foror if I’m fighting at allI see no reason to apologizeI just don’t see the need, I have no guilt to feedI don’t remember why I’m standing hereAmnesiaI have forgotten if I’m good or badIf I am pleased or sad, If I am wise or madI don’t remember why you’re mad at meThe one I used to be, Is no one I can seeI’m not familiar with the mirror’s faceA stranger looks at me, I don’t care what I seeI feel no anger and I feel no painJust forgot the game, the rules are not the sameI don’t remember why I’m standing hereAmnesiaI don’t remember anything at all

There’s nothing to recall, Just an empty wall

Amnesia…

released 02 April 2014
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In the darkness

Outside the window there is darkness
Behind the curtains there’s no light
The daemons lurking in the shadows
But when you look they’re out of sight In the darkness
So lonely
In the crowd
So restless
When you’re strong enough to scream it out loud
In the darkness
All alone

To ease the pain you search for comfort
To search for comfort you need strength
Th e only witness to your struggle
That poison running through your veins
In the mirror
There’s no face
It’s a story
Ending totally without grace
In the darkness
All alone

Lying
Crying
Dying
All alone

The Devil’s laughing from a distance
The Angels crying from the east
The souls are dancing with the spirits
Welcome a member to their feast
No more needles
No more pain
No more daemons
Dry your eyes

Lying
Crying
Dying
All alone…

released 08 February 2014
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Only the moon

They called me devil
They couldn’t look at the word through my eyes
They called me stranger
They couldn’t get through my armor of steel onlythe moon2 (kopia)
I made them cry
I made them feel

But moon was shining
silver beams in the sky in the night
Stars were shining
Shining bright shining white shining light

There was no magic
There were no wands or no secret spells
There was no daemon
or no powers connected to hell
I was unarmed
I made them yell

But moon was shining
silver beams in the sky in the night
Stars were shining
Shining bright shining white shining light

Only because of the moon

There were no flowers
There were no roses in that tattoo

But moon was shining…

credits

released 17 September 2013

Allright

I like the way you look at me
When no one’s around
I like the way you try to hide
What you’re feeling inside
I like the way you turn around
To hide you’re shaking hands

I like the sound of silence
When you don’t know what to say
I like the look of shyness
When you look away
I like the way unspoken words
Are clearly written in your eyes

But I try
I try to make you see that
You and I
Never going to share the wings and fly Allright
Dance around the fire forever

I like the way you try to please
To make my dreams come true
The way you try to cheer me up
When I’m feeling blue
I like the way your soul is screaming out
The things you never say

I like the way your broken heart
makes you fall apart
I like the way you raise again
For a new start
I like the way you shiver in the dark
When your lips are touching mine

It’s all right
When I wake up in the middle of the night
I realize we’ll never see the light
We’ll dance around the fire forever

credits

released 04 July 2013

Heroes

What does it matter if it’s sunny
When there are clouds
in my heart

What does it matter if you’re standing Heroes
When everything around
is falling apart

As tine goes by,Still we try

What does it matter if you’re searching
When your eyes are blind
and there’s nothing to find

There is a price to pay
to make another day
When you are miles away
and the sky is grey

What does it matter if we are heroes
when there’s no one left to save
What does it matter if we are heroes
weak or brave

What does it matter if you’re asking
when the answer’s a deny
however you try

And the sky’s still grey

What does it matter if we are heroes
when there’s no one left to save
What does it matter if we are heroes
weak or brave

What does it matter if you’re sorry
when there still are tears
in my eyes…

released 07 April 2013

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Dreaming

Sirens call
Another warning
Stay where you are
Don’t show your face

Hide from the world
Don’t move Be Quiet
Smoke and dust
You’d better dry your tears dreaming 600

Play the game
Pull the curtain
Show goes on
A masquerade

Dreaming
I touch the sky
Living in a fantasy

Dreaming
The sky’s on fire
Sleeping with the enemy

A sound
In the dark
look over your shoulder
Eyes
In the night
Watching every move

Who’s there
a breath
an ice cold shadow
whispers
inside
my head

Dreaming
I touch the sky
Living in a fantasy

Dreaming
The sky’s on fire
Sleeping with the enemy

released 04 March 2013
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Count me out

In the mirror of imagination
I see a story with a different end
another actor and another play
To this matter I have to attend
sometimes I waited and sometimes I hoped Count me out
so many nights alone I had to spend
Chained by addiction and compulsory
of those old habits that we depend

gold around your finger
makes me doubt
a piece of gold is the reason
why you can count me out

I turn the page and read another chapter
There is a story of a different kind
but there’s something lurking in the shadows
Something that bothers my mind
A piece of metal proves eternal love
There’s no happy ending here to find
as long as we play by different rules
We will wander around both deaf and blind

gold around your finger
makes me doubt
a piece of gold is the reason
why you can count me out

a lack of confidence a lack of courage
a broken promise and a broken heart
to face the truth and reveal the weakness
a piece of act forever tear you apart
To leave the past behind and let it die
A new beginning and a new start
To keep on walking in the same old shoes
never prevent you from falling apart

gold around your finger
makes me doubt
a piece of gold is the reason
why you can count me…

released 03 February 2013
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When the rain

It’s Sunday afternoon
The sky is still grey
The mist outside my window
won’t go away
Remember the teardrops
remember the smile on your face When the rain

When the rain stops falling
and the sun begins to shine
When the angels are calling
I promise you I promise
you’ll be mine

The mud on my shoes
The umbrella in my hand
Is giving me some shelter
from the shadows sneaking up behind

When the rain stops falling
and the sun begins to shine
When the angels are calling
I promise you I promise
you’ll be mine

But it’s still raining in my mind
It’s raining and I’m falling
and there’s teardrops in my hair
and I’m waiting and I’m falling
and it’s raining everywhere
and I wonder why
I wonder when….

When the rain stops falling
and the sun begins to shine
When the angels are calling
I promise you I promise
you’ll be mine

released 28 January 2013
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Broken Umbrella

I’ve got the wind in my hair
I’ve got smoke in my eyes
I see lightning through the clouds Broken Umbrella
I hear the thunder

I’ve got a feeling
There’s an upcoming change in the weather

I run away from the rain
I hide in the fog

I’ve got a feeling
There’s no use for my broken umbrella
I’ve got a feeling
There’s no shelter from the storm

Can anyone stop…
Can anyone…

I’ve got a feeling
There’s an upcoming change in the weather
I’ve got a feeling
That something’s going to change
I’ve got a feeling
I’ve got a feeling
There’s no shelter from the storm

released 04 January 2013

Ordinary day

It doesn’t matter if it’s snowing

It doesn’t matter if it’s dark

People pimping up their houses

Others sleeping in the park

In the house we plan for dinnerordinary day

Having fish or having meat?

Others desperately searching

For anything to eat

For them it’s just an ordinary day

Ordinary day

Christmas day

Ordinary day

I am spending all my money

Buying gifts for everyone

Look away from hungry eyes

Pretend that I can’t hear the cries

All the gifts beside the fire

Which are yours and which are mine?

Let us think just for a minute

Of those who walked across the line

When we taste the finest whiskey

We discuss who will drive?

There are others who are wondering

If they’re tomorrow still alive

For them it’s just an ordinary day

Ordinary day

Christmas day

Ordinary day

The angels sing for you…

Asatron 2012

 

Lock me up

Just because screaming at the daemons I see
Just because I’m fighting against the monsters in me
Just because I’m crying out loud in the night
Just because I’m trying to solve the problems with fight 

Innocent, I’m innocent
I’m innocent I’ve done nothing wrong

They want to lock me up

Just because running away from the fear
Just because hiding when the ghosts appear
Just because I’M staring with a lunatics eyes
Just because they’re thinking I’m just telling lies

Innocent, I’m innocent
I’m innocent I’ve done nothing wrong

They want to lock me up
Put me in chains
Lock me up
Drain my veins
Lock me up
Clear my brain

It’s just the loneliness that drives me crazy

They want to lock me up
Put me in chains
Lock me up
Drain my veins
Lock me up
Clear my brain

Lock me up

Seven deadly sins

Lust
an intense desire
fame, or power
lack of self-control

Gluttony
gulp down or swallow
withholding from the needy 

Greed
a sin of excess
pursuit of material possessions.

Sloth
physical laziness
good men fail to act

I go wherever you go
I know whatever you know
I’ll do whatever you want
I’ll be whatever you need

Seven deadly sins

Wrath
uncontrolled feelings
violence, and hate
Revenge and spite

Envy
insatiable desire
Neither shall you desire
eyes sewn shut with wire

Pride
the source
excessive love of self
damnation

I go wherever you go
I know whatever you know
I’ll do whatever you want
I’ll be whatever you need

Seven deadly sins

credits

released 06 October 2012

Sunsetland

The sky is turning purple
another day has past
alone with my memories
get some rest at last

with a worn out photograph 
beyond recall
turn towards the memories
to find them all

The pieces of a broken life
like a puzzle
put them all together
bit by bit

There has to be a land for us
somewhere a peaceful place
there has to be a time where we
don’t need a covered face
oh I wish
it would be
here in sunset land

I’m building us a castle
a secret paradise
where all our dreams come true
where we don’t need the lies

Our love is the foundation
the trust will make the walls
desire will be windows
humility the halls

The roof is made of dreams
a peaceful garden
put them all together
bit by bit

There has to be a land for us
somewhere a peaceful place
there has to be a time where we
don’t need a covered face
oh I wish
it would be
here in sunset land…

credits

released 16 September 2012

Delirious

The mirror’s empty but I know I’m there
There are voices only I can hear
Deep in the shadows I can feel the fear
I’m not crying but there’s still a tear
The golden needles dancing in my head 
There’s a monster underneath my bed
I hear the words that no one ever said
Don’t know if I’m alive or if I’m dead

I am delirious
Delirious

I try to scream but there’s not a sound
I try to move but crawling on the ground
I feel the touch but there’s no one around
I try to breathe but feel like I’m drowned
There’s a spider crawling in my brain
There’s a price for trying to kill the pain
My mind is crazy like a hurricane
I’m getting closer to become insane

I am delirious
Delirious

released 29 July 2012

We’ll meet again

This song is dedicated to the students in class 6B at Bjorknas school, spring 2012. With Love / Asa.

You are leaving me today
Here’s some things I have to say 
We shared so many years
In laughter and in tears
Now I wish you luck
on your way

I don’t want to say goodbye
That will only make me cry
But you are ready to fly
I don’t want to say goodbye
I’ll miss you
But I know
We’ll meet again

When we leave this stage today
Only memories will stay
I’ll keep them in my heart
You’ll always be a part
of the good things
on my way

I don’t want to say goodbye
That will only make me cry
But you are ready to fly
I don’t want to say goodbye
I’ll miss you
But I know
We’ll meet again

You are leaving me today
I can’t come
I have to stay…

released 12 June 2012

Go

I’m sorry
But I have to go
I’m sorry
But I have to go
I’m wasting
I’m wasting my time 
I’m wasting
I’m wasting my time

Nothing more to give
another life to live
I’m leaving
I just walk away

I’m sorry
but I have to go

I’m trying
trying to make up my mind
I’m trying
Try to leave it all behind

Longing for some more
walking through the door
I’m leaving
I just walk away

Running…

Hiding in my shell
never goin to tell
why I am leaving
That I am leaving
I’m sorry
yes I’m sorry

But I don’t know

When I see your smile
think I stay for a while

released 18 May 2012

Riding with the kings

Can hear the voices
talk about me
the evil eyes
stare at me
Can feel the moves
approaching me
can smell the breath
choking meDesperate and insane
join the game
Running with the shadows
of confusion

Riding with the kings
hide behind the wisdom of
hysteria, hysteria

I break the chains
Turning free
losing my sense
Try not to see
There’s no defence
protecting me
Nothing remains
of what I used to be

Laughing at the fear
Ignoring the tears
raising my sword
in confusion

Riding with the kings
hide behind the wisdom of
hysteria, hysteria

released 11 April 2012

Can’t stop loving you

I tried to forget you
To get you out of my mind
Tried to erase the memories
Tried not to be so blind
But I can’t stop
I still can’t stop loving you

You don’t always treat me
The way I think you should
So I tried to ignore you
To leave you if I could
But I can’t stop
I still can’t stop loving you

I tried not to push you baby
I tried not to go to far
But God knows it’s so hard not to do
There’s so much love in me baby
I could give it all to you
And when the time is right
I will convince you
That I am just right for you…

Maybe you don’t want me
Maybe you don’t care
But I believe there’s a place for us
And I want to take you there
So I can’t stop
Still I can’t stop loving you


When the time is right
I think that you’ll se
That I’m just the right one for you

As long as you’re just sailing
And don’t know where to go
There’s nothing I can change
There’s nothing I can do
But I can’t stop
I still can’t stop loving you

Lyrics by Mike Lyzenga.lyricsLove to fight

I’m weepin’ and wailin’ cause my baby’s sailin’

Right on out the door

I’m hidin’ the truth so I don’t have a clue

What the hell he’s leavin’ for

I never paid, too much attention,

To all the wrong things that I’ve said

But now that he’s gone, the memories are strong

And I can’t get them out of my head

Yeah I’m weepin’ and wailin’ and cryin’ and moanin’

When will it ever end?

I’ve tried wieghin’ all of these thoughts in my head

But the truth never wants to bend

I know there are things that I should have done

But now it’s too late to begin

Because time waits for no one, not even a poor girl

Who never committed a sin

Don’t say you’resorry

Don’t say youcare

Cause now it’stoo late

For truth ordare

You had yourchance

To make things right

But instead ofmaking love

You just love tofight

But instead ofmaking love

You just love tofight

creditsreleased 12 January 2012

I walk alone

I walk alone

The night is still

Everything is quiet

The candles slowly dies

The dawn is near

I feel no fear

Nothing I hear

Just a whisper in my ear

I won’t follow you

I won’t chase a dream

Where ever I go

I walk alone

Wherever I love

I walk alone

Wherever I cry

I walk alone

Wherever I die

I walk alone, I walk alone

Morning’s here

Still awake

I haven’t slept for days

I listen to the emptiness

I don’t forget

Feel no regrets

I raise my glass

With a toast to lonely stars

I won’t follow you

I won’t chase a dream

Where ever I go

I walk alone

Wherever I love

I walk alone

Wherever I cry

I walk alone

Wherever I die

I walk alone, I walk alone

creditsreleased 28 December 2011

Christmas me merry

Christmas me merry

I remember

The twinkle in your eyes

And I remember

The gift and the surprise  

I surrender

To a different kind of life

And I surrender

Prepared to pay the price

I realise you never planned to spent the Christmas night with me this year

Looking at the gift I already bought for you

And I remember the

first time you kissed me Merry Christmas

And I’ll never forget

The way you never said goodbye

I remember

The snowflakes in your hair

And I remember

Choirs of angels in the air

I realise you never planned to by me any chocolate hearts this year

Looking at the roses I already bought for you

And I remember the

first time you kissed me Merry Christmas

And I’ll never forget

The way you never said goodbye…

creditsreleased 21 December 2011

Never come back
Restless days and

Ooooh
You know that I am watching you
Ooooh
Wherever you go

‘Cause I know
‘Cause I know you can take him away from me
‘Cause I
know
‘Cause I know you can take him away from me
And never come back

I hear you whisper in the dead of night
I hear your call from the other
side
But I close my eyes and cover my ears
I try to hide and ignore the
tears
I try to turn away from you
I protect him
From every
fear
Ooooh
You know that I am watching you
Ooooh
Wherever you go

‘Cause I know
‘Cause I know you can take him away from me
‘Cause I
know
‘Cause I know you can take him away from me
And never come back

Never come back
Come back…
released 06 November 2011

U.F.O. day

Woke up this morning with a reflection from hell

My eyes are swollen and my skin is pale

My hair is living its own life on my headU.F.O. day Cover Art

I’d better give up I’d better go back to bed

My clothes are ugly and don’t fit at all

My head is hurting like i’ve smashed a wall

Layers of make u still can’t cover my face

I feel like monster from the outer space

I’ve got a UFO day UFO day

It’s all in my head you can’t take it away

I know that you can’t see it my way

No matter what you say

I am Ugly Fat and Old today

My teeth are yellow and my lips are dry

Who’s in the mirror I just want to cry

No matter what I do I hate this day

I just want to hide I’d better run away

I need some botox and recovery

I even consider a major surgery

I hope that this condition isn’t here to stay

I shouldn’t have been drinking all that gin yesterday

I’ve got a UFO day UFO day

It’s all in my head you can’t take it away

I know that you can’t see it my way

No matter what you say

I am Ugly Fat and Old todaycredits                                                                                                                                                                                                            released 18 September 2011

I saw you

I saw you dancing

with another woman

And you smiled, smiled into her eyes

I saw you laughing

with another womanI saw you Cover Art

full of passion, full of lies

And you’re spending the days with her

spending the nights with her

Spending the whole life with her

Until death

will tear you apart

I saw you lying

to another woman

And the fear, the fear was in your eyes

I saw you crying

for another woman

with desire, avoiding advice

But you promised your days to her

promised your nights to her

promised your whole life to her

Until death

will tear you apart

So I’m spemding my days alone

spending my nights alone

spending my whole life alone

waiting for death

to tear you apart…

released 11 September 2011

Dancing in the rain

When I wake up and open my
You’re the first that’s on my mind  Dancing in the rain Cover Art
Kissing me good morning
And open the blinds

Faithful as a shadow
Follow me everywhere
Always by my side
With nothing to spare

Empty as an unlocked safe
I am standing alone with my fear
Lost my faith and lost my dreams
But you will not disappear

Pain
You make me fall, you make me crawl, you took it all
You’ve got me in your chain
Pain
You make me cry, you make me lie I wonder why
But still I’m dancing in the rain

Don’t know how many times
I tried to kill you
But every time I failed
It only thrills you

You never leave me
You’ve got the hold on me
Stab me from the inside
And you’re embracing me

You told me I will never be free
I’ll never fly with the winds again
You said there is no reason to run
You will stay with me ‘til the end

Pain
You make me fall, you make me crawl, you took it all
You’ve got me in your chain
Pain
You make me cry, you make me lie I wonder why
But still I’m dancing in the raincredits                                                                                                                                                                                                            released 29 July 2011

Let’s go Tango

Dangerous, I feel so dangerous
Tonight I’m on the loose – I’m on the loose
Fabulous, I am so fabulous
Tonight I’m free to choose – I’m free to choose
Longing for trembling hands to touch my burning skin Let's go Tango Cover Art

Hey e ehey Ooh hey e ehey
I’m on the floor now
Open the door now and feel the heat
Let’s go Tango

Serious, I’m deadly serious
Tonight I play the game – I play the game
It’s mysterious, I dance mysterious
You’ll have to do the same – to go insane
Searching for every chance to commit a deadly sin

Hey e ehey Ooh hey e ehey
I’m on the floor now
Open the door now and feel the heat
Let’s go Tango

My heart is beating feel it through my dress
My eyes are glassy hunting for men
My body’s shivering aiming for success
My soul is melting Let’s Tango me again
Let’s Tango me again

Hey e ehey Ooh hey e ehey
I’m on the floor now
Open the door now and feel the heat
Let’s go Tangocredits                                                                                                                                                                                                            released 06 July 2011

Try

Try to listen with my ears
Feel the kiss with my lips
Try to feel the different colours with my fingertips

I don’t need to cover
I don’t have to be good
I can show my face everywhere in your neighbourhood

I don’t fear the danger
I don’t feel no guilt
I’m not afraid of crashing the walls I never built

Try try to walk in my shoes
Try to dance in my high heels
Try try to make the right moves
Imagine how it feels

Try to see through my eyes
Try to see it my way
Try to open your mind listen to what I say

Try to open the windows
Try to search and to find
Try to see a new horizon and free your mind
I don’t need the danger
I don’t need  the pain
I don’t need no hurricane to wake me up again

Try…credits                                                                                                                                                                                                            released 16 May 2011

Every time you leave

Loneliness is what they’re calling me
Darkness breath is what embraces me
Staring empty into nothing’s eyes
Apathy and just a bag of lies
I need you closer now
And I, I need to know

Every time you leave me
I feel I have an ocean to cry
Every time you go you take a piece of me with you
Every time you leave me
I can’t afford another goodbye
And once again it’s time to go

There’s no answer’s in my empty mind
Treasure’s hidden but nowhere to find
Begging quietly to touch your face
Long for silence in a different place
I need you closer now
And I, I need to know

Every time you leave me
I feel I have an ocean to cry
Every time you go you take a piece of me with you
Every time you leave me
I can’t afford another goodbye
And once again it’s time to go

Calling, Falling
Every time, every time
Every time you leave me….credits                                                                                                                                                                                                            released 16 April 2011

Cold hearted

We only have ourselves to blame
Walking seperate ways
Actors in a secret game
Soulmates in an empty space 
Suffer from each other
Scratching on the surface

Borrow, steal

I am a cold hearted woman
The Devil’s mistress
The sister of pain
When you crying for mercy
I hit again
and You are a cold hearted men
The killing poison
The brother of lies
Never heard the desperate cries

Feel sorry for each other
But never really care
Dancing on the highway
See no reason slowing down
What they don’t know
Can’t really hurt them

Borrow, steal

I am a cold hearted woman
The Devil’s mistress
The sister of pain
When you crying for mercy
I hit again
and You are a cold hearted men
The killing poison
The brother of lies
Never heard the desperate cries

But the flames are burning…

released 14 February 2011

Trying to be patient

A thousand times
It crossed my mind
I search for things
I’ll never find
I always long
For so much more
Trying to reach
The highest scoreWaiting
Trying to be patient

I don’t know how
But I want it now

I’ve made up my mind
I’ve made up my mind
I won’t sneak out the backdoor anymore

Trapped inside
A frozen soul
Look towards
Much higher goals
Never
Satisfied
Don’t want to put
Anything aside

Waiting
Trying to be patient

Stolen love
Is not for me

I’ve made up my mind
I’ve made up my mind
I won’t sneak out the backdoor anymore

Here I am
Both weak and strong
Standing straight
Both right and wrong
I deserve
A decent chance
To prove to you
I’m more than just a romance

I’ve made up my mind
I’ve made up my mind
I won’t sneak out the backdoor anymore

released 31 December 2010

Father

Listen to my confession
Listen to me now
Cause Father I have sinned
I’ve learned my lesson
I feel regrets
Oh Father I have sinned
Save my broken heart
From the pain and desire
I give you the eye of the lambBy holy water
My fingers are burned
Oh Father I have sinned
I turned the cross
Spit out the wine
Oh Father I have sinned
Take me away
From burning eternity
I give you the eye of the lamb

Save me
Father
Save me, save me

Can you believe me
Can you forgive me
Oh Father I have sinned
Naked and scared
I am crawling to the altar
To sacrifice my soul

Save me
Father
Save me, save me

creditsreleased 19 December 2010

You should have known better

Somwhere in your dizzy mind
You know that I am right
I’m calling you a coward
I start another fight
you should have known better
Oh, you should have known better
oh, you should have known
Dedicate your soul to me
and you will be allright

Stay the night
You should have stayed with me that night
you should have known better

Stay with me forever
I promise you’ll be fine
Leave your shady shelter
Don’t refuse my wine
you should have known better
oh, you should have known better´
oh, you should have known
Let me be your poison
And you will see me shine

ll: Stay the night
You should have stayed with me that night
you should have known better :ll

You should have known better

you should have known…

released 31 October 2010

Another day

Thrill you
Kill you
With my poison I will fill you
Choose me
Seduce me
You’ll never gonna loose me

Visit all my nightmares
Or make my dreams come true
To hell or straight to heaven
You know that all is up to you

Leave me in the desert
With memories to fight
My back against the wall
I have no other place to go

Run away
Before I catch you
Before I make you stay
Run away
Don’t wait
Until another day

Meet me
Eat me
No matter how you treat me
Heal you
Feel you
Searching for the real you

Follow through my horror
Die with me again
I will share my pleasure
I’ll give you value for the pain

Protect me from the madness
Come and be my guard
With you by my side
I’ll rest and close my eyes again

Run away
Before I catch you
Before I make you stay
Run away
Don’t wait
Until another day

I walk among the shadows
I’m hiding in the dark
I chase you like a murderer
I’ll bite you like a shark
I’m trapped inside my prison
Like spiders in their net
My veins are filled with poison
My face with tears is wet
In middle of the fire
I’m dancing with the flames
My hair and skin is burning
Still playing in these games
I run in smoky tunnels
I’m hunting for a life
Disguised I will pursue you
Beware of my knife
Urged by unknown voices
I tie you with my rope
Hushing up your screams
You are out of hope
Guided by the torchlight
Still I se no god
My body is hot by fever
And screaming for your blood

Run away
Before I catch you
Before I make you stay
Run away
Don’t wait
until another day

Don’t wait until another day

creditsreleased 17 October 2010

 

I will survive

Here in the emptiness
There is a place I call my home
Neighbor to madness
It’s a crowded place, still so alone
Hearing the sound
Of your voice in every crowd I got it clear
Search for your face
But there’s nothing there you vanished in the air
I will survive

Separate ways
have to be strong, have to go on
unspoken words
so many things left to be done
I’m so confused
You’re the phantom in this maze
I go astray
Haunted and used
Spirits whispering my name
I run away

I will survive…I will not live
I will survive….until we meet
I will survive…until
I will survive…survive
Until I die…

Reached out to touch you
But you were not there
the sound of your breath
So close so near

Shadows of memories
Now your touch is just like clouds in the sky
All that remains
Reflections of my tears and my cries..

I will survive…I will not live
I will survive….until we meet
I will survive…until
I will survive…survive
Until I die…
…die…

released 04 September 2010

Waiting
I am waiting
waiting for you
I am calling
Calling for you
I am calling
Calling for you

Don’t leave me now
Don’t leave me now
’cause I am waiting, waiting, waiting

Waiting for the sunshine
Waiting for the rain
Waiting for the madness and I’m
Waiting for the pain

Waiting for tomorrow
Waiting here in vain
Before you left me I start
Wait for you again

I am crying
Crying for you
I am lying
Lying for you
I’m not ready to leave you
’cause I need you
so I’m dying here today
I’m not ready for sorrow
but tomorrow
I will be so far away

Don’t leave me now
Don’t leave me now
’cause I am waiting, waiting, waiting

Waiting for the sunshine
Waiting for the rain
Waiting for the madness and I’m
Waiting for the pain

Waiting for tomorrow
Waiting here in vain
Before you left me I start
Wait for you again

I am calling
Calling for you….

released 26 July 2010

Shine on me

Tonight is another lonely night

Tonight I will cry with the wolves

A bottle of wine in the candlelight

trapped by unwritten rules

The night is so dark

And there’s clouds in the sky

And day after day looks the same

But the silver moonlight

Will shine on me

If you only whisper my name

Tonight there’s no stars in the sky

Wish I was the fly on the wall

All dressed in white with the wind in my hair

On the hill, preparing for the fall

Lonely

The night is so dark

And there’s clouds in the sky

And every day looks the same

But the moonlight

Will shine on me

If you only whisper my name
Whisper my name…

creditsreleased 31 May 2010

Shut up

Your lips are moving I can’t hear a sound
I try to understand
But I’ve got other things on my mind
I Smile and faking everything is fine
Sipping my wine
Think that we are wasting time
Talking to loud
One in the crowd
I can’t separate the voices
from the screams in my head
echoes from dead
what was it you said

Shut up, shut up and kiss me
You talk too much when I just need your touch come on
Shut up, shut up and kiss me
It doesn’t matter what you say I won’t listen anyway so just
Shut up

Now there, the stories that I’ve heard before
I’m looking for the door
And wonder if it’s time to go
I want to leave I need some action
I need attraction
I want you here and now
Finish your wine
Your place or mine
Can’t you feel my desire
out of my head
into my bed
Right away

You’re just talking….. Come on…

Shut up, shut up and kiss me
You talk too much when I just need your touch come on
Shut up, shut up and kiss me
It doesn’t matter what you say I won’t listen anyway so just
Shut up
Just shut up Please shut up!

Little black angel                             

I can carry your suitcase
I can stop the train
I can give you shelter
From the thunder and rain
I can give you some comfort
I can dry your tears
I can deal with your daemons
And take care of your fears

Let me take care of your problems
Let me give you some rest
Let me carry your suffering let me feel your pain

Come and take my hand
Make me understand

Little black angel
Let me give you my wings
So you can fly again
My Little black angel
Let me give you my strength
So you can dream again

Let me give you protection
Let me give you some peace
Let me give you solutions
Let me give you my hand

Let me understand you
Let me open the door
Let me lift you up
When you’re down on the floor

Let me color your paintings
Let me show you the way
Let me deal with the horror so you can smile again

Let me wake you up from your nightmare

Little black angel
Let me give you my wings
So you can fly again
My Little black angel
Let me give you my strength
So you can dream again
My little black angel.

 ASATRONreleased 14 February 2010

Pictures without frames

Just a silly question is dancing in my head
Another stupid dream, fragments of things we said
Pieces in a puzzle, two broken hearts
Acting in this game, two different parts

Faithful to each other, liars to the rest
At the gates of heaven, who will pass the test?

A million memories, sail on drifting ships
Not a single promise, ever pass our lips

Fire without flames
Stories with no names
Rules but no games
Pictures without frames

Many are the questions, we never ask
Skillfully we hide behind our masks

How will it be, will you ever come back to me?

Fire without flames
Stories with no names
Rules but no games
Pictures without frames

Avoiding the answers, still enjoy the calls
Will we ever see, the paintings on the wall…

ASATRON 30 January 2010

Themes of ASATRON

Ravens are flying watching the world

Telling the stories of life

Women are weaving a net of the dreams

The hammer is making the thunder

Eye for an eye a life for a lie

No rules and no laws to obey

Asatron

Embraced by the snake who is biting its tail

An eye for the water of wisdom

The corps eating eagle is whipping the storm

The giants and gods fight for freedom

An honorable death as a hero in fight

Invites to gods castle of light

Asatron, the stories of Asatron

Do you believe in Asatron

The stories of Asatron

or the goddess of fire…

The hand in the mouth of the dangerous wolf

A rope made of beard from a woman

Sacrificed humans and blood on the trees

The gods are enjoying the feast

Magical runes are sealed in the stone

Wait for the end of the world

Asatron, the stories of Asatron

Do you believe in Asatron

The stories of Asatron

or the goddess of fire…


ASATRON 2009

Don’t wake me up ‘

I’ve been hoping
so many times
But you fade away
I’ve been waiting
for so long
You still can’t say
I’ve tried so hard
I really tried my best
to understand and see your piont of wiev

Don’t wake me up
until you’re mine
In my dreams we live together
Don’t wake me up
Before you can say
you’re mine
or let me stay asleep forever, forever…

I’ve been wondering
all this time
why you hesitate
I’ve been searching
for a sign
But I still wait
I’m so tired of being the second best
I’m losing it
I really need some rest

Don’t wake me up
until you’re mine
In my dreams we live together
Don’t wake me up
Before you can say
you’re mine
or let me stay asleep forever, forever…

released 23 March 2010

In the Christmas night

The candles are burning in the window

The snowflakes are falling outside

The children are sleeping

Just me and my wine by the fire

Waiting untouched Under the Christmas tree

The gift I bought for you

I wonder where you are

Wonder what you do….

I’m alone in the Christmas night

And the angels sing in my ear

Still alone and the stars shine bright

And when I fall asleep I wish that you were here…..

Collecting the papers from the Christmas gifts

Send another message to your phone

I finish my wine

And turn out the light

The fire is slowly dying

The angels are fading away

I blow out the candles

And surrender to the night

ASATRON 2009

Misty night

I’ve got a feeling someone’s watching me

I look around but there’s nothing to see

A noise from behind I quickly turn around

Stare into the dark but there’s nothing to find

No one can hear my screams in the misty night

No one can se my struggle and my desperate fight

Shadows are laughing right behind my back

Gathering ready for the first attack

Fear’s getting closer trying to catch my mind

Haunted by horror I am running blind

No one can hear my screams in the misty night

No one can se my struggle and my desperate fight

Invisible fingers scratching in my hair

Fighting,  my life to spare

Caught and surrounded by the ghosts of fright

Lost and alone in this  terror night

No one can hear my screams in the misty night

No one can se my struggle and my desperate fight

ASATRON 2009

White Lies

Behind the corner in the dark there is a shadow of a man

And in the window on the second floor a woman looks around

A secret call behind the wall a quiet planning in the night

And the paper in his pocket is his alibi tonight

White lies hide behind your white lies to avoid a fight

White lies, save your soul with white lies, your saviour tonight

Hiding in the corners trying to see without a risk of being seen

Hear without being heard whispering secret messages to the magic queen

Hide behind the mask an actor in a play that hasn’t got an end

Smiling to the people in the crowd so used to sneak and to pretend

 White lies hide behind your white lies to avoid a fight

White lies, save your soul with white lies, your saviour tonight

ASATRON 2009

Magic by the fire

Boiling the secrets from old recopies

Reading the spell from the past

Talking to fire and deal with the dust

Dancing both slowly and fast

You can be my wizard and I can be your witch

And we can do magic by the fire tonight

Whispering wishes from souls never heard

Shimmering smoke fills the air

Candles are flickering winds passing by

Suddenly you’re standing there

You can be my wizard and I can be your witch

And we can do magic by the fire tonight

Words never spoken

And songs no one  sang

Voices from heaven

Mixed with the scream from hell

You can be my wizard and I can be your witch

And we can do magic by the fire tonight

ASATRON 2009

Black tears

Under the surface There’s a face nobody longer recognize

Under the surface The mermaids turn around and close their eyes

Above the horizon There’s a battle going on between the gods

Above the horizon No one can see her tears are mixed with blood

No one can see

Black tears are falling

Turning the water into blood

Yelling and calling

Calling out for help

Inside the madness there’s a broken soul in chains forever trapped

Inside the madness there’s a mind that never rests in mothers lap

Over the rainbow there’s no room for those who bother or who cares

Over the rainbow There’s a place if you’re strong enough to climb the stairs

No one can see

Black tears are falling

Turning the water into blood

Yelling and calling

Calling out for help

Not strong enough to try

Not brave enough to die

Strangled by the shadows

Left with no goodbye

Wait for no tomorrow

Suffering in vain

No way in no way out

Used to the chain

Black tears are falling

Turning the water into blood

Yelling and calling

Calling out for help

Calling out for help…

ASATRON 2009

Home to you

I finish my shower

Drying my hair

And I shave my legs

Choose the softest lotion

New colour on my nails

Put on his favourite perfume

With skin soft as a baby

Rip of the price tags from my underwear

New sexy underwear

Tonight, tonight it’s going to be tonight

Saved all my love for you

I am ready for you

Tonight , tonight at last it is tonight

And I’m hotter than hell

Tonight I’m coming home to you….

Put on a new dress

Slip in to black high heals

And a leather jacket

Grab my keys an my purse

Shall I bring my toothbrush

Oh yes I do

You will fix the dinner

I will bring the wine, oh what a wine…..

Tonight, tonight it’s going to be tonight

Saved all my love for you

And I’m ready for you

Tonight , tonight at last it is tonight

And I’m hotter than hell

Tonight I’m coming home to you….

The taxi is waiting

I have to hurry up

But the phone is ringing

I answer and your voice is just a whisper

“Sorry baby, my wife’s coming home “….

No, no, no…….

solo

So here I sit alone

Drinking wine right from the bottle

And I feel like a fool

Tonight, tonight there’s nothing ´bout tonight

Saved love in vain for you

Got some pain for you

Tonight , tonight I changed my mind  tonight

I won’t sit here alone, No!

Tonight, tonight I’m coming home to you !

I’m coming home to you

I don’t care what you do

Tonight, tonight I’m coming home to you !

I’m coming home

Tonight I’m coming home to you!

Asatron 2009

Little sister

Hey little sister

You better sit down

`Cause there’s something you have to know

Take of your coat

I have something to tell you

Have some coffee

Try to relax

And listen to what I’m saying

Prepare yourself

This will take quite a while

Your man is cheating

Cheating on you

And you are the last one to see

Another woman

Stole his heart

And that bitch is me

Hey little sister

You better believe

What I tell you is true

I see the fear in your eyes

But you got the right to know

I know that you hate me

I can feel your pain

But I can’t let you live in a lie

Better take a decision

To fight

Or just say goodbye

Your man is cheating

Cheating on you

And you are the last one to see

Another woman

Stole his heart

And that bitch is me

I know you think it’s a sin

But sometimes you loose and sometimes you win

Life is a game

Hey little sister

I wont cry for you

Cause there’s nothing I can do

I made my own choices

And now it’s time for you

Your man is cheating

Cheating on you

And you are the last one to see

Another woman

Stole his heart

And that bitch is me

Asatron 2009

Your princess

Dance with me

Come here and dance with me

Chance with me

I´ll give you anything, everything

I give you all that I have

Love with me

Come and make love to me

Chance with me

I´ll give you anything, everything

I give you all that I have

Princess , I´ll be your princess

Don´t believe in stinginess

I´ll give you the pain

I´ll drive you insane

You could be my king

You could share my everything

I´ll save you no pieces

I give you all my deceases

Don´t be afraid

You don´t know what I´m carrying

Chance with me

I´ll give you anything everything

I give you all that I have

Exchange

Maybe you´ll give me something I don´t have

Come give me anything, everything

Come give me everything you have

Princess , I´ll be your princess

I don´t believe intemperance

I give you no protection

Come on and share my infection

Don´t be superstitious

I´m always generous

You´ll be my case of illness

I´ll give you all my deceases

King

You could be my king

You could share my everything

I´ll save you no pieces

I give you all my deceases

ASATRON 2009

Dance on your grave

My heart´s still beating

Only poison in my vains

My feet´s still moving

Though my body´s in chains

My eyes are still staring

But there´s nothing to see

You took it all

There´s nothing left for me

you´re gonna expiate your crime

No it´s the payback time

My hands are still shaking

But there´s nothing left to hold

My ears still listening

But no stories left to be told

My head´s still aching

But you removed the cause

You took it all

Now I´m catching straws

So now you’re going to pay with your breath

And I´ll give you the kiss of death

I´m going to dance, dance on your grave

My eyes are still hungry

Hungry for revenge

My bones are thirsting

Thirsting for a change

My mind is captured

Captured by the hate

My soul is gonna trap you

With memories as bait

My lounge´s still breathing

No loving in the air

My skin´s still feeling

But every touch is like nightmare

The memories haunts me

Sending shivers down my spine

I´m the woman without shadow

You took everything that´s mine

So now I´m gonna drive you insane

And enjoy your screams of pain

I´m gonna dance, dance on your grave

ASATRON 2009

She’s all around

You said you love me

And I believed you at the time

You said you love me

I believed you all the time

But is hard to trust your love

When she is still around

You said you miss me

Miss me all the time

You said you long for me baby

Long for me every time ( I´m not to find)

I dot believe you anymore

Cause she is still around

I told you that I want you

I’ll be glad to make you mine

I told you I’ll be patient

I can give you some more time

Now the time is running out

And nothing I have found

This waiting was in vain

Cause she is still around

You said you love me

But I can’t believe is true

You said you miss me

But why am I still feeling blue

Your love is not enough

As long as she’s still around

ASATRON 2009

Who will cry on my funeral

Someday, my turn will com

When it’s time to say goodbye forever gone

Summaries Of memories passing by

Trying to catch the meaning Confused I wonder why

Wish I could go back rewinding the time

So many things undone so few I leave behind

And I wonder

Who will miss me

When I’m gone

Who will remember

What I’ve done

When I lie there

Waiting for death

Grasping for the last breath

I wonder

Who will cry on my funeral…

Angels are singing Choirs in the skies

Daemons take pleasure in my mortal fear and cries

White lilies or deep red flames

When the dices are burning who’s choosing the games

Who will hold my hand when I confess my sins

Who will wish me luck when the journey begins

And I wonder….

Who will miss me

When I’m gone

Who will remember

What I’ve done

When I lie there

Waiting for death

Grasping for the last breath

I wonder

Who will cry on my funeral…

Ashes to ashes leaving these worlds

Will anyone remember my songs and my words

Who’s going to listen to music from before

Waiting for Caron to take me ashore

Spirits are leaving me all by my own

In the valley of shadows I’m dying alone…..

ASATRON 2009

The speech of the decieved

 You have told me lies

Perfect disguise

Always alibis

How could you look into my eyes

Dragged me in the dirt

So badly hurt

I was fooled

I was a blind

I was happy

I was kind

I was nothing

In your mind

But I

Didn’t understand

You – An actor

In a play

Knew exactly

What to say

Memorised

Every way

Every minute

Of the day

Cause me so much pain

Driving me insane

Leaving me in shame

Cheating in this game

Evil Rumours

Around my head

Wish that I

That I was dead

In your trap

I was lead

In vain my tears

Were shed

I will never forget

It is all in my head

The woman in red

Lying there

In our bed…..

ASATRON 2009

Goodbye

A different game

A secret name

Myself to blame for suffering

I try so hard not to hurt you

And I cry when nobody sees

A happy face

A short embrace

A public place for this masquerade

I hide in every shelter

And I lied when you came to close

Goodbye

This is goodbye

I can’t say it without cry

And the tears are burning in my eyes

But this is the final goodbye

Cries from the deep

So hard to sleep

I can’t get rid of my nightmares

I remember when I had the faith

I remember when I believed in dreams

Goodbye

This is goodbye

I can’t say it without cry

And the tears are burning in my eyes

But this is the final goodbye

ASATRON 2009

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